arguing wif my family. mostly wif my MOM. didn't mean to. sorry mom because be a bad daughter to you. well, i'm not good enough, that i admit it. because of the argument, there's a gap between us. more~ and moreeeee~ i miss my mom..mostly i miss my old self.
it's not that i became a bad person. well, that's more like it, i guess. just after the incident, i become more silent, quite... cause something that shock me afterwards. i don't know what it is. i became more scared of anything. that's why i kept quite all the time. sorry mom. i have no intentions to do this tho. really!! i love you wif all my heart but i just can't get rid of this annoying creature in myself. it's a disease....
